On the second day of the Rube Goldberg Project, I changed my approach to how I was handling the pressure of the project, and how I was managing my thoughts. I think that today was one of the biggest “turning points,” although the it was only the second day. I am actually very proud of myself because of how I am managing this project.
First of all, I want to talk about why I felt so much pressure. The pressure that I was feeling yesterday (January 4th) is probably nothing you feel because, well, probably you don’t feel any pressure at all. I felt a lot of pressure on completing this project for many reasons. Here are some reasons why:
My schedule (Barely any time to make room for this huge project)
Drawing my sketch – I am a very good planner, but I am horrible at drawing, so I was worried about my sketch being neat and organized.
These are a couple of reasons why I felt some pressure going into this project, and at the very early stages of the project. I felt really weird in a way because I anticipated the fact that there really was nothing for me to be worried about, and that I was so worried about completing the project, I couldn’t get much done. I really didn’t know how to conquer all of those fears.
All of the above is what I felt yesterday. But when I got up this morning, I felt like I was going to need to change in how I approach this project. I took a few minutes to mark up the calendar that Mrs. Edwards gave our class, and I noticed that the 4 days I had some time to do the project are Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. I planned out when I should do the Sketch, Blog Posts, etc. After I really analyzed the situation, and how I can manage everything timewise, I started thinking that I do have time to do this project, and that if I just do it, and stop worrying about the time, or me failing, than I felt that I can do this project more and more, and more broadly, anything. I gained a lot of confidence in myself, and then was able to really concentrate on my project. (I didn’t feel like I was concentrating as much as I could possibly concentrate, because I was thinking that, “I can’t do it, I can’t do it” over and over yesterday, and that took away a lot of my ability to focus, and brainstorm some of the best innovations that I can.)
Overall, I feel like I have made a giant improvement on how I approach this project, and how I respond to my negative feelings on this project. I think that this project has really made my mind grow in all areas. The experimenting part, because this project takes a lot of experimenting to do. I also think that this project has taught me that I can’t do everything in one day. Yesterday, I was trying to push myself to do everything on that day because I felt like I wouldn’t have any time to do any other part of the project, any other day. I was too stressed about completing it, that in reality, I only did a little a little part of the project in the whole day I had to do some of the project. I felt like my mind was basically “clouded” because of all of the other negative things that I was thinking about related to this project. I really have noticed a significant difference in how I am couping what I feel that I have a lack of capabilities for. This has helped my face whatever is put ahead of me. I have really learned to just do it, and not worry about anything else, which I have noted made a huge difference in how I am responding to negative thoughts, and more specifically,my negative thoughts in this project.